Have you ever wanted something that you know you can never have? It sucks, doesn't it? It's right there, but you can't take it, because that's just now how things are supposed to be. You keep wanting it, and you dream about it every damn night and day, but it will never be truly yours because the die has been cast, and nothing you can do can change the way things have turned out.
Anyhow, I had a nice brunch today at a hipster joint called Common Man Coffee Roasters. The place was pricey, and inaccessible, but I think the overall quality of the place made up for it. The ambiance was great, and the staff was extremely capable. When the food finally came, I enjoyed the hell out of every bite.
I went with two of my female college friends. One of them brought her boyfriend along. I was peeved at first - I mean, you don't just go around springing surprises on people like that. The whole dynamics of the brunch would have changed! And I don't like change, because I'm inflexible like that. Prior to the brunch, I was running scenarios of my head of catch-up topics, and things like that, and suddenly you throw a spanner into the works. My brain can't deal.
But it turned out okay. My friend's boyfriend opened up quite nicely, and everyone got along. I should be more open to new experiences. I tend to shy away from new people, and unexpected changes. The thing is, life is full of unexpected changes, and sometimes, you just need to go with it.
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I just realized something. Actually, I don't always mind unexpected guests - if they're females. If a friend suddenly says that she has another female friend joining us, I have no such reaction. But if it's a dude, I'll be like...oh no you didn't. I might have a fear of connecting with guys. Mmm, need to change this hahahaha.
Alright, that is it for me. Have a good day, folks.
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